Things happen to people. The thing is people don't always get the fact that there isin't always a reason. Happiness can be discontinious.During the breaks it isin't the best to ask 'Why'. Because nothing is all up to you and nothing can be, even if you pick being lonely. You can't escape from the public someday you will need someone to ask which bus to take. Everything can't go right , it would be meaningless.

But in the end it is your choice to be happy or not.